more rants.....

Shit! I hate him!!!!!!!!!!!! He’s talking to someone even if I don’t know who it is, I’m jealous, and I know I don’t have the right to be jealous and it pisses me off more. Why am I still putting up for this? Will somebody slap my face and tell me to get over him and move on? Can somebody tell me the best way to get him out of my system? He said he’ll call again but he never did and I don’t know why I’m still expecting that from him. Why do I keep on punishing myself? To what extent do I need to harm myself just so it’ll be enough? I don’t want this shit no more. I don’t.