3 days of lovin'......
A week passed by and so many things happened. Dunno how I can possibly disclose everything without being so pompous… but then again, that’s one of my ingenious traits….
Wednesday….
Losing sucks…. But what sucks even more is the fact that I lost by default… stupid tardiness… grrrr… man, I do hope I don’t lose any more games. My goal used to be to reach at least top 3, but at the moment, top 5 will do.
I saw A Very Long Engagement, kinda disappointed, it was no Amelie….
Thursday…
Did fine in the mid-terms (crossing thy fingers), made a stupid choice with the CDs I rented… signs of an incoming sickness started to surface….
Friday…
Started to feel really unwell… suffered 30 minutes of excruciating trash talk from the original big fat obnoxious (not to mention self-absorb and arrogant) professor.
Body gave in after arriving home, tried to relax… almost had a fight on the phone with the prince and slept at exactly 9pm.
Saturday….
Still feeling a lot under the weather… lungs and throat felt like melting… tried my best to go to school especially since Eniarol asked me for help so I brought along some utilizable materials for the monologues…. After 3 minutes of travel learned that the class was cancelled, walked back home and played with my little sister to sleep…
I woke up at exactly 230, ate lunch and found out that the prince is waiting for me at SM, I hurried back home, expecting that he’ll give me a ring when I don’t show up, and he sure did, told him to just drop by and he arrived an hour later. I started to feel oh so better….
Saw PPS (pest you Brennan!!!), and during that time, an unexpected company came into sight, Leinna. Prince was quiet the entire time, didn’t really felt like telling him what’s up with the guest. Maybe I will if he ask about him, I doubt he ever will…. Leinna left, we had dinner by candlelight (no shit, cuz there was a fire-related incident, we had to turn off the lights cuz the Meralco people came by). Watched the punisher together, Thomas Jane is hot, but needs a lot of work… I mean an awful lot!!! And before I forget, received a call from home, my grandma (mom’s mom) died. I felt nothing…. But guilt… cuz I really felt nothing towards what transpired… I worried ‘bout my mom, how she’s dealing with it… I feel a little bad cuz I haven’t seen my grandma in months and my mom’s kinda not having ample time to visit them as well cuz of all the work she does at home… I’m so not the best grandson in this world, rumor has it that I may need to go to Pangasinan cuz it’s where she died and where the body’s supposed to be laid to rest, I felt really bad when I thought that “why does she have to die in the province, why can’t she just die here so there’ll be no apparent need for me to go to the province…” bad riddler…bad!!!!
I also received a text message from Eniarol saying that she’s fond of me…. And she appreciates me…. Translation---- she likes me, I dunno what kind of like that is and to what extent but I sure am glad and more confuse at the moment….
Sunday….
Spend the entire time doing everything together (excluding BATH). We saw this rerun of Survivor Amazon and I was trying to hold back my tears when this really touching scene came, but then I look at him and he was sobbing… waheheh… glad to know that I’m not the only crybaby in this relationship… wahehehe…. Prepared myself to say farewell when dusk came but I asked him to stay again for the night… and he agreed! I was so friggin’ happy. I dunno, I’m just so friggin’ lenient and natural when I am with him… though I’m a little less tactless but that is a good thing…. I love what we have together… I’m very happy and satisfied… that I can’t really put it in exact words… that’s another reason why going for Eniarol is suicide… what I have with the prince right now is seemingly perfect and taking place, but with her, I have no assurance whatsoever that she really does have feelings for me, or if she’ll ever have any…. and in case you’re wondering cuz I know you are, nothing happened…. At least not in the context of what you are thinking of…
Monday….
We woke up at 4:45; cuddle a little, prepared for school, and never felt so married in my entire life. I mean really. I remember telling him that last time, that we can so like live together…. We enjoy being indolent, spending the entire day talking and watching TV… that’s one thing I love about him, he never cares and always enjoy whatever we do as long as he does it with me… how sweet… we bid farewell, we might see each other next week or we may not cuz of my busy sked… only time will tell…
Tuesday…
It’s final or it may not be, I really dunno, I may go to the province on Thursday, and go home Saturday. If you’ll ask me, I don’t wanna go, I hate the province… totally not fit for riddler… the only thing I enjoy out there is the air, besides that, I can barely endure the rubbish rural life…. god, I’m so mean, I’m subjecting myself to scrutiny, as always… nobody does it better… waheheh…
Finally, remember how I asked you how far my P500 will go? Well, it lasted for a week, with a remaining change of----- P240… king of penny-pinching? A HA!
Mental Status: crazy….. in love???? O oh o oh o oh o no no!
Libido Meter: tranquil…
Emo Level: guilty…..
Quote: "you’re like a scar to me, ugly but permanent” - Grace to Will
Voca worda: ardor – emotional warmth; passion; eagerness
Wednesday….
Losing sucks…. But what sucks even more is the fact that I lost by default… stupid tardiness… grrrr… man, I do hope I don’t lose any more games. My goal used to be to reach at least top 3, but at the moment, top 5 will do.
I saw A Very Long Engagement, kinda disappointed, it was no Amelie….
Thursday…
Did fine in the mid-terms (crossing thy fingers), made a stupid choice with the CDs I rented… signs of an incoming sickness started to surface….
Friday…
Started to feel really unwell… suffered 30 minutes of excruciating trash talk from the original big fat obnoxious (not to mention self-absorb and arrogant) professor.
Body gave in after arriving home, tried to relax… almost had a fight on the phone with the prince and slept at exactly 9pm.
Saturday….
Still feeling a lot under the weather… lungs and throat felt like melting… tried my best to go to school especially since Eniarol asked me for help so I brought along some utilizable materials for the monologues…. After 3 minutes of travel learned that the class was cancelled, walked back home and played with my little sister to sleep…
I woke up at exactly 230, ate lunch and found out that the prince is waiting for me at SM, I hurried back home, expecting that he’ll give me a ring when I don’t show up, and he sure did, told him to just drop by and he arrived an hour later. I started to feel oh so better….
Saw PPS (pest you Brennan!!!), and during that time, an unexpected company came into sight, Leinna. Prince was quiet the entire time, didn’t really felt like telling him what’s up with the guest. Maybe I will if he ask about him, I doubt he ever will…. Leinna left, we had dinner by candlelight (no shit, cuz there was a fire-related incident, we had to turn off the lights cuz the Meralco people came by). Watched the punisher together, Thomas Jane is hot, but needs a lot of work… I mean an awful lot!!! And before I forget, received a call from home, my grandma (mom’s mom) died. I felt nothing…. But guilt… cuz I really felt nothing towards what transpired… I worried ‘bout my mom, how she’s dealing with it… I feel a little bad cuz I haven’t seen my grandma in months and my mom’s kinda not having ample time to visit them as well cuz of all the work she does at home… I’m so not the best grandson in this world, rumor has it that I may need to go to Pangasinan cuz it’s where she died and where the body’s supposed to be laid to rest, I felt really bad when I thought that “why does she have to die in the province, why can’t she just die here so there’ll be no apparent need for me to go to the province…” bad riddler…bad!!!!
I also received a text message from Eniarol saying that she’s fond of me…. And she appreciates me…. Translation---- she likes me, I dunno what kind of like that is and to what extent but I sure am glad and more confuse at the moment….
Sunday….
Spend the entire time doing everything together (excluding BATH). We saw this rerun of Survivor Amazon and I was trying to hold back my tears when this really touching scene came, but then I look at him and he was sobbing… waheheh… glad to know that I’m not the only crybaby in this relationship… wahehehe…. Prepared myself to say farewell when dusk came but I asked him to stay again for the night… and he agreed! I was so friggin’ happy. I dunno, I’m just so friggin’ lenient and natural when I am with him… though I’m a little less tactless but that is a good thing…. I love what we have together… I’m very happy and satisfied… that I can’t really put it in exact words… that’s another reason why going for Eniarol is suicide… what I have with the prince right now is seemingly perfect and taking place, but with her, I have no assurance whatsoever that she really does have feelings for me, or if she’ll ever have any…. and in case you’re wondering cuz I know you are, nothing happened…. At least not in the context of what you are thinking of…
Monday….
We woke up at 4:45; cuddle a little, prepared for school, and never felt so married in my entire life. I mean really. I remember telling him that last time, that we can so like live together…. We enjoy being indolent, spending the entire day talking and watching TV… that’s one thing I love about him, he never cares and always enjoy whatever we do as long as he does it with me… how sweet… we bid farewell, we might see each other next week or we may not cuz of my busy sked… only time will tell…
Tuesday…
It’s final or it may not be, I really dunno, I may go to the province on Thursday, and go home Saturday. If you’ll ask me, I don’t wanna go, I hate the province… totally not fit for riddler… the only thing I enjoy out there is the air, besides that, I can barely endure the rubbish rural life…. god, I’m so mean, I’m subjecting myself to scrutiny, as always… nobody does it better… waheheh…
Finally, remember how I asked you how far my P500 will go? Well, it lasted for a week, with a remaining change of----- P240… king of penny-pinching? A HA!
Mental Status: crazy….. in love???? O oh o oh o oh o no no!
Libido Meter: tranquil…
Emo Level: guilty…..
Quote: "you’re like a scar to me, ugly but permanent” - Grace to Will
Voca worda: ardor – emotional warmth; passion; eagerness
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