boi...confuse....
Oh, man, I dunno how to describe wha’t going on right now…. I can’t believe it’s happening. After weeks of anticicpation….. do you have a guess??? You’re probabaly not right….
Nope, it’s not what you’re thinking of, I finally have a time-off!Yup! I can’t believe it either… I’m looking at my planner and there’s not much to do today. It’s f*cking unbelievable. And the free time runs till tomorrow. Not much in line that day as well. Man, how I missed my time of leisure… waheheh….
Anyways, if you’re wondering why I’m writing this soon, aside from my free time, something really weird happened the other day. Eniarol said something that made my blood propel, my temparature rise and my heart pound. And I can’t belive how stupid I am to react that way from a single phrase. It’s not the three beloved words but it is as if it is. Oh, man what’s going on with me.
You see, she was suppose to go home, I was chatting with somebody when, if I remember right, I asked someone preceding her where she’s going. She answered SM and then bursting out of nowhere, Eniarol uttered the three words… “sabay ka na”. Man I felt my heart melt. I felt the earth move under my skin, i feel the sky tumbling down... And I know I’m suppose to be happy about it but I am not, well I am, but I am worried, I dunno exactly what I’m worried about but I’m going crazy…. Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I remember two days ago I was ready to corroborate that I do love the prince, and now, I’m reacting like these from 3 stupid words!!!! Man, I can’t believe how pathetic I’ve grown to become. Oh, man, it makes me wonder how I will react if she touch my face with those bare hands, so smooth and delicate as if they were of a new born, wah, I’m starting to be poetic again…, wahahahah… not for me....not for this journal at least.
I’m so confused, perplexed, baffled and bamboozled…. Hai… I can’t understand me no more. I have to re-examine everything again. But one thing I do know for sure is that I can’t allow myself to fall for her… I just can’t… It’s suicide.. if I was afraid before because she’s conservative, well, now, I’m terrified. She can’t and won’t accept me, prejudice yes, but that’s the reality, and I know it… I just can’t believe how much I enjoyed that moment and wished it never ended.
Enough of this bullshit, man, since some of my fellow PLMaers already know this, word may come out, but I don’t give a shit, I made this blog just how I like it.. I say it as it is, I tell them as they are… this is the real deal, if you can’t accept it, go fuck yourself!
Mental Status: bababababaBAMbooozzzled…
Libido Meter: pedro has a problem
Emo Level: in love??????with whom?????
Quote: “sabay ka na!”
Voca worda: misogamy- hatred of marriage
Nope, it’s not what you’re thinking of, I finally have a time-off!Yup! I can’t believe it either… I’m looking at my planner and there’s not much to do today. It’s f*cking unbelievable. And the free time runs till tomorrow. Not much in line that day as well. Man, how I missed my time of leisure… waheheh….
Anyways, if you’re wondering why I’m writing this soon, aside from my free time, something really weird happened the other day. Eniarol said something that made my blood propel, my temparature rise and my heart pound. And I can’t belive how stupid I am to react that way from a single phrase. It’s not the three beloved words but it is as if it is. Oh, man what’s going on with me.
You see, she was suppose to go home, I was chatting with somebody when, if I remember right, I asked someone preceding her where she’s going. She answered SM and then bursting out of nowhere, Eniarol uttered the three words… “sabay ka na”. Man I felt my heart melt. I felt the earth move under my skin, i feel the sky tumbling down... And I know I’m suppose to be happy about it but I am not, well I am, but I am worried, I dunno exactly what I’m worried about but I’m going crazy…. Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I remember two days ago I was ready to corroborate that I do love the prince, and now, I’m reacting like these from 3 stupid words!!!! Man, I can’t believe how pathetic I’ve grown to become. Oh, man, it makes me wonder how I will react if she touch my face with those bare hands, so smooth and delicate as if they were of a new born, wah, I’m starting to be poetic again…, wahahahah… not for me....not for this journal at least.
I’m so confused, perplexed, baffled and bamboozled…. Hai… I can’t understand me no more. I have to re-examine everything again. But one thing I do know for sure is that I can’t allow myself to fall for her… I just can’t… It’s suicide.. if I was afraid before because she’s conservative, well, now, I’m terrified. She can’t and won’t accept me, prejudice yes, but that’s the reality, and I know it… I just can’t believe how much I enjoyed that moment and wished it never ended.
Enough of this bullshit, man, since some of my fellow PLMaers already know this, word may come out, but I don’t give a shit, I made this blog just how I like it.. I say it as it is, I tell them as they are… this is the real deal, if you can’t accept it, go fuck yourself!
Mental Status: bababababaBAMbooozzzled…
Libido Meter: pedro has a problem
Emo Level: in love??????with whom?????
Quote: “sabay ka na!”
Voca worda: misogamy- hatred of marriage
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