Bluer than blue…. Is dark blue

What a true gift modern technology is to all… after much anticipation, a little sucking-up and pretension, at long last, I acquired the bluetooth device from my elementary friend…. Mark Abaya wanted so badly to get out off my phone into my PC so the whole blog world can see our intimate time together… wahahahah…. I’m so hoping he don’t get to read this one aheheheh… as if….


Before I continue, I would like you dear reader, to take a moment of silence, to pray for the soul of our beloved action king—Fernando Poe JR. if you didn’t know, he was my second choice last election, next to Raul Roco, I’d rather have an inexperienced leader than Gloria. Seriously, I cried watching the coverage from the different news programs, it was something. He’s one of those people that you can’t speak dire of. He’s a moving image of kindness and generosity. Hai… life, truly stingy to those who deserve it more….



Enough of the mushy stuff, no message from brew yet since the last time, no text messages, no calls, not even a new entry on his blog. He’s either completely hiding from me or just too busy working and screwing that he can no longer lift a finger to type. Hmm…. Tough choices…. Anyways, I am acting like this because I’m worried and I miss him… I just hope he’ll have the balls to tell me to go away if that’s what he really wants me to do.. I guess I need and deserve that…

This is funny, but I actually start to think about Yen, remember him? My supposed bf after brew but I erased him from my list cuz he disappeared without giving me the chance to break-up with him cuz his nose is bigger than mine, his breath sucks and he has a body odor? I thought that if I didn’t gave him a cold shoulder when he dropped by and completely alienated him, we could still be together, which is quite horrific… eewww….. it’s a good thing I was still in love with Brew that time, imagine me falling for someone like that… don’t think so too…

School’s almost over, semester is far from over and Christmas is fast-approaching. At 3,000 pesos what can you get this holiday season for gifts and clothing? Man, I am so broke… I might have to start hanging socks just so I’d get something for free… last Christmas, the only gift I received (aside from cash donations of course) was a what was it again from my sister. This year hopefully I’ll nab 3. Why should I always be the one who gives? It’ll be okay if I have lots to give but I don’t.

My friend’s father will be buried today…. It’s weird cuz she didn’t shw any signs of depression, mourning or whatever.. her mom even made a joke about getting a new hubby and someone younger this time just so it won’t die easily… hahaha… but of course, deep inside I know they’re in pain… her father was still young, 51… why is everybody dying this past few days? Hai…