Day 1 --- a good start!
Well, he messaged me midnight, saying that he misses me and that he feel so down and he has no idea why and that two words… love you. I replied by saying that I feel so down as well, and he read right through it. He said he knew it’s because of him why I’m down and he’s sorry and that he’s drinking at that time. I told him drinking everyday is a sign of true happiness and that I think I should start doing that as well. He never got back.
I was happy that I was able to make him feel bad again. At least in that way it lessens the pain and somehow he gets the taste of what I’m going through. I read his blog today for the last time and it was about his Emor once again sharing his desperation from their seperation at work. Ha! Justice my friends it is existent.
Enough about him, there’s something new going on in my life. This guy, I’ve been talking to since Tuesday, well, we’re kinda getting into something new. He’s nice, sweet, and he wants me to be his baby. Haha. well, that’ll be good. I mean Ii’m enjoying every bit of our chat that I end up sleeping very late, like the other night I slept at 2 am knowing that I have to wake up at 5. He’s not that totally cute but he’s good enough for me. He has the makings of a good bf, especially since he studies at FEU and that’s very near to our place. One setback though is that he lives near Sm North, god forbids, he might have had some encounter with brew. Man, I hope not!
As all of you should know I quit chatting at irc for quite awhile already and in yahoo for more than a month already. The only people I chat with at yahoo are my fellow bobongers. By the way, it’s fun chatting with these guys, my favorite chatmate is hani, she’s an aid reader as well, or so she claims to be. Ahehe.
I am still yet to decide whether I’ll be going with the bobongers for a gig of Khowee or I’ll go to the tea party of chico and delamar and the launching of their new mag Swerve at Libis. I really want to go on both events. The problem with the former is that it’s too far and transportation alone will cost me P300. I’ll probably end up pending P500 minimum. Now, the problem with the second one is that I have no one t g with. I don’t wanna go there alone but I don’t know who to bring as well. Yarja can’t come cuz he have a class, and well, most of the people I know ain’t really much of a party crowd. Ha, that’s one of the things I hate about me, I’ve always wanted to be an outgoing but I just couldn’t find the right crowd to go along with. Hai. Worst-case scenario, I’ll be watching TV at home on a Saturday evening, didn’t this shit just happened to me a month ago! Déjà vu!
I was happy that I was able to make him feel bad again. At least in that way it lessens the pain and somehow he gets the taste of what I’m going through. I read his blog today for the last time and it was about his Emor once again sharing his desperation from their seperation at work. Ha! Justice my friends it is existent.
Enough about him, there’s something new going on in my life. This guy, I’ve been talking to since Tuesday, well, we’re kinda getting into something new. He’s nice, sweet, and he wants me to be his baby. Haha. well, that’ll be good. I mean Ii’m enjoying every bit of our chat that I end up sleeping very late, like the other night I slept at 2 am knowing that I have to wake up at 5. He’s not that totally cute but he’s good enough for me. He has the makings of a good bf, especially since he studies at FEU and that’s very near to our place. One setback though is that he lives near Sm North, god forbids, he might have had some encounter with brew. Man, I hope not!
As all of you should know I quit chatting at irc for quite awhile already and in yahoo for more than a month already. The only people I chat with at yahoo are my fellow bobongers. By the way, it’s fun chatting with these guys, my favorite chatmate is hani, she’s an aid reader as well, or so she claims to be. Ahehe.
I am still yet to decide whether I’ll be going with the bobongers for a gig of Khowee or I’ll go to the tea party of chico and delamar and the launching of their new mag Swerve at Libis. I really want to go on both events. The problem with the former is that it’s too far and transportation alone will cost me P300. I’ll probably end up pending P500 minimum. Now, the problem with the second one is that I have no one t g with. I don’t wanna go there alone but I don’t know who to bring as well. Yarja can’t come cuz he have a class, and well, most of the people I know ain’t really much of a party crowd. Ha, that’s one of the things I hate about me, I’ve always wanted to be an outgoing but I just couldn’t find the right crowd to go along with. Hai. Worst-case scenario, I’ll be watching TV at home on a Saturday evening, didn’t this shit just happened to me a month ago! Déjà vu!
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