Friday, December 10, 2004

punish me....

These are exact messages posted on his tagboard….

riddler: u cud hav tld me dat erlier.. s2pid me 2 wori bout u...
brew: bhe, sorry talaga. waaa... i needed wdnsdy for rest. grabe. nakakapagod...
riddler: r u still alive?


What do u expect me to say? Thanx I really appreciate it? I can’t twig the sense on what he did… I just don’t… Yah, I may not have the right to ask for his time (just so you know, I didn’t ask him to treat me, he offered) because we’re not together anymore, but at least he could have told me the day before that he won’t make it or even inform me that he lost his cell (I assume so because it cannot be reach) or he changed his number…. A simple “Hello! Can’t make it, too tired to go out, bye!” would do….

If he no longer wants me to be a part of his life it’s okay… as far as I am concerned, telling me that you don’t wanna hear or have anything to do with me ever is better than completely being ignored and be left expectant.

Hai… I forgave him already even though I’m still a little mad…. This will fade, besides I am the always forgiving and ever trusting fool… plus, I still love him… I should be punish for this… or the next thing you know, I’m the one wooing him again, can’t afford that to happen…

Anyways, I met D earlier. As I expected, we didn’t click. And the ever hopeful thought that I should try since if I really am looking for the one, I don’t think he’s someone who has everything you’re looking for… or is he/she? But still didn’t work… yin yang thing…

Something bizarre is going on, my good friend Gnaz has been texting me a lot recently, and with those short sms, “labyu” in different forms is always included. At first I thought it was nothing, knowing that she’s a good friend and sees me nothing more than that. But lately it’s been crazy… call me assuming, but man, it’s odd, she texts me before she go to sleep or whenever she’s heading somewhere, I mean come on, you don’t do that with a friend right? I hope this is nothing, I hope I really am imagining things because if not, I dunno what the hell I’m gonna do…. I just don’t….

1 Comments:

Blogger riddler said...

ei, i already put the tagboard here..ahehe thanx don...

3:27 PM  

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