love served cold...
Man, I really don’t fell like writing at all… I dunno why but I just don’t…. I dunno what’s happening to me, but all of a sudden I’m losing my interest on everything…. I’m starting to juggle around with my thoughts about the prince and I. I’m losing my lust for everything. I just don’t find myself yearning for anything, and what’s far worse, I feel so numb, I’m used to being jaded, but not feeling like dead. What’s happening to me??????
There are so many thoughts in my head at the moment, I dunno which one to listen to, I dunno which one to push through, the only thing I know is that they ain’t stopping anytime soon, they’re just gonna keep running around the circle of my head…
Another worry of mine is that I’m starting to feel a little cold with the prince. I dunno why. He asked about it the other night, I said I’m not because I wasn’t feeling that way during that time or maybe because I was too sleepy, whatever the reason is, I’m starting to feel it now…. I think it’s because of the fact that I feel like we’re stuck. Physically, in this room and relationship wise we’re just not growing. But I ain’t giving up, I’m not gonna be screwed around by my coldness no more that I’ll end up messing around.
I heard Lindsay Lohan said before that "if you have to work to make the relationship work, you have to get out of it." I highly disagree, those kind of people who thinks that way uses that philosophy as an excuse for their being a biatch… just like you-know-who…. That’s bullshit…. Remember love, trust and compromise? Well, what I’m gonna do to make things work between the two of us… First, let him know about the problem, not gonna disclose it with you cause it ain’t your business but it is his and mine since we’re together,… Second, we’re gonna get out of this freaking house. Gonna let him into my circle, and how wish I wouldn’t have to do it but if it has to be done then I’m gonna go enter his….
Gonna do that next month… or maybe the next time we see each other…. I still feel that I love him… and I know that he loves me more than i love him and his feelings for me is stronger than before, and I wouldn’t wanna hurt his feelings….
Wah… I hope things work… by the way he’s starting to read this, but I don’t care… read all you want wahehehe…..
Mental Status: bewildered…
Libido Meter: I can’t feel my…
Emo Level: jaded……
Quote: “Revenge is a meal best served cold”
Voca worda: mete– a boundary or limit
There are so many thoughts in my head at the moment, I dunno which one to listen to, I dunno which one to push through, the only thing I know is that they ain’t stopping anytime soon, they’re just gonna keep running around the circle of my head…
Another worry of mine is that I’m starting to feel a little cold with the prince. I dunno why. He asked about it the other night, I said I’m not because I wasn’t feeling that way during that time or maybe because I was too sleepy, whatever the reason is, I’m starting to feel it now…. I think it’s because of the fact that I feel like we’re stuck. Physically, in this room and relationship wise we’re just not growing. But I ain’t giving up, I’m not gonna be screwed around by my coldness no more that I’ll end up messing around.
I heard Lindsay Lohan said before that "if you have to work to make the relationship work, you have to get out of it." I highly disagree, those kind of people who thinks that way uses that philosophy as an excuse for their being a biatch… just like you-know-who…. That’s bullshit…. Remember love, trust and compromise? Well, what I’m gonna do to make things work between the two of us… First, let him know about the problem, not gonna disclose it with you cause it ain’t your business but it is his and mine since we’re together,… Second, we’re gonna get out of this freaking house. Gonna let him into my circle, and how wish I wouldn’t have to do it but if it has to be done then I’m gonna go enter his….
Gonna do that next month… or maybe the next time we see each other…. I still feel that I love him… and I know that he loves me more than i love him and his feelings for me is stronger than before, and I wouldn’t wanna hurt his feelings….
Wah… I hope things work… by the way he’s starting to read this, but I don’t care… read all you want wahehehe…..
Mental Status: bewildered…
Libido Meter: I can’t feel my…
Emo Level: jaded……
Quote: “Revenge is a meal best served cold”
Voca worda: mete– a boundary or limit
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