the day i lost my phone
One of the things I fear most happened…. I lost my phone…
Well, I didn’t lose it, like misplaced or forgot it or something, me and 3 of my classmates where held-up inside a jeepney on our way to a classmate’s house. The cellphone was inside my pocket and one of the three holdappers was seated beside me on my right side, he felt my cell from my pants and asked for it. Life or phone? I chose life… actually, I really don’t know if I even made the choice, or what clearly happened, if he nabbed the phone from my pants or I handed it to him, I can’t remember clearly. I was so shaken. Everything happened so fast. I just couldn’t believe that it was really happening.
Man, it’s totally weird, the timing was so damn perfect. To think that we even followed the stupid jeep so we can hop on… man, we’re so stupid. I’ve spent hours thinking about the what ifs… and we did try to find the crooks but to no success. Hai…. All the numbers… and to think that it’s actually the most expensive thing I bought with almost the entire money coming from me. It sucks. Why me? Maybe karma, for what? For not paying the fare when the driver pissed me off? I don’t think so. This is way too much of an imbursement. Hai…. I miss my phone….. huhuhu…. And I just loaded it with a 300 peso credits….
I wanted to cry, but I can’t, I wanted to shout, but all my energy seem to have faded away, and to think that my cousin was even mobbed yesterday. The only difference is that they caught the felons, and she was even featured on TV, while me, no phone, no jailed criminals, and no TV exposure, can there be anything worse than that?
Man, the prince hasn’t called yet. He’s leaving for Rizal tomorrow. He might be texting me and I haven’t replied once. I hope he do call before he leave he will be gone for a week. Man, 3 days to go and we’ll be celebrating our second monthsarry, too bad there’s no 29 on the calendar and he won’t be around. I miss him, I need him right now, I need somebody to hug the loneliness away….
I’m starving, need to find something to eat…. Grrr…. I hate this, I haven’t eaten any rice yet… hmmm….
Well, I didn’t lose it, like misplaced or forgot it or something, me and 3 of my classmates where held-up inside a jeepney on our way to a classmate’s house. The cellphone was inside my pocket and one of the three holdappers was seated beside me on my right side, he felt my cell from my pants and asked for it. Life or phone? I chose life… actually, I really don’t know if I even made the choice, or what clearly happened, if he nabbed the phone from my pants or I handed it to him, I can’t remember clearly. I was so shaken. Everything happened so fast. I just couldn’t believe that it was really happening.
Man, it’s totally weird, the timing was so damn perfect. To think that we even followed the stupid jeep so we can hop on… man, we’re so stupid. I’ve spent hours thinking about the what ifs… and we did try to find the crooks but to no success. Hai…. All the numbers… and to think that it’s actually the most expensive thing I bought with almost the entire money coming from me. It sucks. Why me? Maybe karma, for what? For not paying the fare when the driver pissed me off? I don’t think so. This is way too much of an imbursement. Hai…. I miss my phone….. huhuhu…. And I just loaded it with a 300 peso credits….
I wanted to cry, but I can’t, I wanted to shout, but all my energy seem to have faded away, and to think that my cousin was even mobbed yesterday. The only difference is that they caught the felons, and she was even featured on TV, while me, no phone, no jailed criminals, and no TV exposure, can there be anything worse than that?
Man, the prince hasn’t called yet. He’s leaving for Rizal tomorrow. He might be texting me and I haven’t replied once. I hope he do call before he leave he will be gone for a week. Man, 3 days to go and we’ll be celebrating our second monthsarry, too bad there’s no 29 on the calendar and he won’t be around. I miss him, I need him right now, I need somebody to hug the loneliness away….
I’m starving, need to find something to eat…. Grrr…. I hate this, I haven’t eaten any rice yet… hmmm….
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