crazy me.....

God, how pathetic can I be? I hate to admit it but I’m really falling for her… I dunno how long I can stop myself but my head really says no….. it won’t just hurt me but if she do feels the same way about me the chances of me hurting her is pretty hefty. And that’s the last thing I would ever wanna do. I don’t think I can pass her standards, you know, the type who’ll fetch her home or treat her all the time, you know me, I barely spend something for myself, rumor has it that I can possibly starve myself to death. Waheheh…

Hai.. I’m starting to become a rewinding cassette waheheh…. I’m crazy.. am I not? I sure am. See???? Wahehehe… Why does this shitty heart have to skip everytime it gets a glimpse of her… I want it to stop, but I can’t… dunno what to do… grrrrrrrrrrrr……. If risk-o-meter do exist she’s definitely higher. I know I’m gonna be happy when I’m with her and if she’ll allow me to but I doubt that I’ll be able to make her feel the same. Crazy me….

School is coming to an end, god, I do hope I end this one pretty well. I need all the incentives I can possibly get from my aunt. If I make it to the dean’s list my aunt lina may feel the urge to buy me a new phone. Hmmm it’s been what four or three weeks of no phone???? I’m trying to get it back.. in my own little evil ways…. Die guessin’ waheheheheh

Mental Status: paranoid
Libido Meter: secret wahehe
Emo Level: falling……..
Quote: “why be you if you can be new?---- hell yah!”
Voca worda: acephalous- headless; leaderless