this is stupid...

I’m off from school, at least for the next two weeks….. hai… four days from now and I’ve been phoneless for a month, it’s been that long… grrrrrrrrr….

I gotta finish up a class project, research for our take-home finals and review or at least read for our three written finals next week….

But before all that let’s all dedicate this week to lament and contemplate on our sins and wrongdoings… got yah! To hell with it! Just be careful though, especially on Friday, you’re not allowed to go out or hurt myself, cuz it won’t ever heal…. Christ is sleeping. Stupid…

Anyways, Yesterday we went to Ate Lea’s place… just messed around her place… trying to get some fresh air into our system…. Hai… they’re planning to go swimming this April I dunno if that’s gonna push through or if I’m gonna join them.

By the way, the prince didn’t call today. I haven’t texted him yet since I don’t have no phone at the moment… I know I’m possibly screwed for this and he may start to think I don’t want him no more… well, I really dunno… I’ll probably text him later or tomorrow if he still won’t call today… need to... have to… stupid indecisiveness …

Mental Status: dithering
Libido Meter: just got off
Emo Level: FAILING….
Quote: “Sometimes I wanna kill myself but I’m too scared to die”
Voca worda: conniption- a fit of anger